I decided to get back into some blogging and try to get my mind off things. I miss my dad but trying to get back to the swing of things have been difficult. Grief is real. Grief can take you away. Grief will live with you forever. I miss my dad. He was great. I have been a mess without him. I have great people in my world who are helping me. I have the good and bad days, but more bad than good. I lean on my daughter for the strength when I do not want to live anymore.
Some of my SL activities have been low to due to the fact that I cannot focus as I use to. Let me say this, my avatar is online but I am not here physically. I am just AFK, keep her online because I hate being capped out. I am happy that I have some people and designers that understand that I am in the depression phase, but there are some that are not so understanding. I had one designer reference one thing to me as bloggers leave theirs items in their inventory as “garbage.” Excuse me miss, usually if I am unable to blog I do not put it in my inventory. That kinda put my view on things as a blogger in SL. I understand business (I am not a dumb person and also I run a RL business), but to be so rude and so ruthless just gives me hives. To be honest, I lost respect for her. At least I know, I am a good understanding person and that will never change .OK, I am off my rant. Before I end this post, let me take a selfie..
Until Next Time, Tosha
shirt: 1992 // Muscle Crop Top (White) – Hot Mess, skirt: (Milk Motion) cutout pencil skirt – S – black, lips: .:: BEAUTIFUL DELUXE ::. Autumn Leaves Lipstick, bracelet: (epoque) Variant Cuff – Obsidian, sunglasses: Fox.Poison- Erste Glasses, shoes: Lush By CoCo: Urbana Deco, hair: ::Exile:: American Woman:Moonlight, and phone: Pure Poison – Fox Phone – Simply Red